My Old Home, written by H.G. Wells, is a story about how a
person feels while being away from home for many years. This story also
highlights the relationship between friends and the fate of time and
situations that separate friends. The story ‘My Old Home’ is from the class
12 English textbook. The following summary analysis and exercise will help
the readers for understanding the text. For the readers’ convenience, the
original story has also been mentioned. |
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About the story My Old HomeThe story “My Old Home” has been written by China's
greatest writer Lu Xun (1881-1936). Lu Xun is the pen name of the writer born
as Zhou Shuren. In the story ‘My Old Home’, there is a narrator who is
returning to his old home after more than twenty years. He has been living
almost six hundred miles away from his hometown. He is coming back to his
hometown to sell his old home and to take his mother and nephew to the place
where he works. As he returns to his old home, he gets excited remembering
his childhood friendship with Runtu. However, his excitement didn’t last for
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Complete summary of the story “My Old Home” by Lu XunWhen the story opens, we find the narrator coming to his
old home in a boat. His only purpose in coming back this time was to bid his
home a final farewell. The house was sold and the transaction was to be
completed by the end of the year. That was the house where the members of his
relatives lived for so many years. As he reached his old home, he noticed that the house was
not in a good condition. The house was almost silent because several branches
of the family have left the house. The narrator’s mother came to welcome him. Behind his
mother, there was his eight-year-old nephew Hong’er. Although his mother looked happy to see her
son, her sadness to leave the house was visible on her face. The narrator and
his mother, then, discussed moving to a new place. He informed his mother
that he had already rented a place for them and even bought a few sticks of
furniture. The narrator said that they needed to sell their household goods
and then use the money to buy whatever else they might need. His mother accepted what he planned. She already had their
baggage pretty much gathered together and ready to go. His mother had even
sold the heavy furniture that couldn’t be moved. She had not yet, however,
been able to collect the money people owed her for it. His mother suggested visiting his relatives and his
childhood friend Runtu. Runtu was the narrator’s childhood from with whom the
narrator had spent his happy childhood moments. Runtu was excited to meet the
narrator. As his mother reminded him of Runtu, the narrator
remembered the exciting and happy days he spent with Runtu in the village as
a child. He remembered various activities they (Runtu and the narrator)
performed together. Runtu, a twelve-year-old boy, was in the silver ring around his neck.
Runtu was standing amid melons with a pitchfork (a farm tool with a long
handle and two sharp metal prongs, used for lifting hay) in his hand. Runtu
tried to hunt a Zha (an animal) but it escaped running between his legs. It was almost thirty years ago when the narrator first met
Rutu. The narrator was ten years old then. The narrator’s father was alive
and his family was rich. One particular year, the narrator’s family was
supposed to perform their tribe’s ritual. Many people were participating in
the ritual and so the narrator’s family needed some helpers from the village.
To help the narrator’s family, Runtu had come there with his father to keep
an eye on the sacrificial vessels. Runtu was about the narrator’s age. From that time on the narrator looked forward eagerly to
the New Year, because he knew that when it came so would Runtu. The narrator
was always eager to meet Runtu. Runtu was shy with the adults around the
narrator’s house but he was open with the narrator. As they frequently met,
their friendship grew deeper. They did many fun activities together which
were still fresh in the narrator’s mind. When his mother reminded the narrator about Runtu, he was
as excited to meet Runtu as he was a child. His mother informed him that
Runtu’s condition was not good. In the meantime, some villagers came there to check the
furniture. The narrator, then, noticed a woman of fifty or so standing before
him. The woman told that she used to hold him in her arms when the narrator
was just a kid. But the narrator didn’t recognize her. Later the narrator’s
mother helped him to identify her. Following her, other villagers too came
expecting the giveaway of the furniture. During the next few days, clansmen and relatives who lived
nearby came around to pay visits. One afternoon, Runtu came to visit the
narrator. The narrator rushed over to welcome his childhood friend Runtu.
However, he noticed many changes in Runtu. He looked twice as tall now. The
round and ruddy face of the past had already turned pale and grey, and it was
etched with deep wrinkles. The rims of his eyes were swollen and red. Runtu
was wearing an old hat, and his cotton clothes were so thin that he was
shivering. His hands held a paper package along with his pipe. They were not
the smooth and nimble hands that the narrator remembered. Now they were
rough, clumsy, and as cracked as pine bark. As Runtu stood there his expression was a mixture of
happiness and melancholy. He tried to speak but couldn’t. Finally, he greeted
the narrator as ‘Master’. The narrator, then, realized how class difference
spoils relations and friendships. Runtu had come with his fifth son
Shuisheng. Runtu greeted the narrator’s mother too. She asked Runtu to call
the narrator ‘Brother Xun’. After some time, Shuisheng and Hong’er go out
together and play. The narrator and Runtu started to chat. Runtu explained how
hard his life is going through. When Runtu left, the narrator and his mother
felt pity for his plight: many children, famine, harsh taxes, soldiers,
bandits, officials, and gentry folk. So, they offered Runtu to take the
things he wish from their house. He chose two long tables, a burner, some
candlesticks, and a set of scales. He also asked for the ashes. He collected
everything together and said he would come for it in a boat the day they
moved out. Nine days later the time of their departure finally
arrived. Runtu came early in the morning. Runtu had brought along a
five-year-old girl to keep an eye on the boat. They were too busy to chat
with Runtu. Many people came there. In the afternoon, they boarded the boat.
As they were leaving the house, Hong’er asked when they would return. Hong’er
said that Shuisheng had invited him to go have fun at his place. The narrator
hoped they (Hong’er and Shuisheng) would never live like his generation with
everyone cut off from everyone else. |
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The main idea of the story “My Old Home”Lu Xun’s “My Old Home” raises questions about memory and
social hierarchy and portrays the struggles individuals face based on their
social status. |
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Analysis of the story “My Old Home”The author of this story, Lu Xun, grew up in a well-to-do
Chinese family. But eventually was forced into poverty. Lu Xunlearned to
speak German and Russian to better his literary career. He became a part of a
circle of Chinese writers that came to be known as the New Culture Movement.
Eventually, his writing became increasingly political after being convinced
that a republican government could not succeed in China. Lu Xun’s work has
remained popular in contemporary Chinese society. The story "My Old Home" takes place in China, in
a small village where the narrator has grown up. In the story, the narrator
is going back to his old home. When he was in his old home, he has different
flashbacks from when he was a young child. He looks back on a special
friendship that did not last very long with his family's part-time laborer's
son, Runtu. The narrator and his
mother want to sell heavy furniture from their home because they are moving
to a different place. As they were leaving, the narrator’s memories were
being left behind. |
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The theme of the story “My Old Home”The theme of the story is about moving on and leaving the
past in the past. Throughout the entire story, the narrator talks about
various things that happened in the past in this home. When the narrator
comes back when he is older, he finds that many things have changed and that
they were not what he expected them to be. For example, the narrator has many
fond memories of and with Runtu, but when he returns home, Runtu acts like
the narrator is his master and has a higher ranking than him. At the end of
the story, the narrator is on the boat leaving his home along with his
nephew, Hong’er, and his mother. As he was leaving his old home, he was
realizing that all of the memories and even his old home were being left
behind. So, the major theme of the story"My Old Home" written by Lu
Xun is that memories are not always the truth of the past. It follows a
person's memories throughout their life until old age.Understanding the text
My Old Home |
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Short summary‘My Old Home’ is a story about Xun’s memories, from youth
to middle age that depicts the conflict between memories and realities. The
story describes how Xun feels while being away from home for many years. Upon
arriving at his long-past home, his memories are forced to come to confront
with the realities. His prior conceptions and understandings of the world
come into conflict with his realities. |
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Understanding the textAnswer the following questions. a. How do you feel if you visit a place after an interval
of ten years? b. Who is your best childhood friend? What special memories
do you share with him/her? |
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My Old Home [Original Text]Braving the bone-cold weather, I was headed back to my
hometown, a hometown from which I was separated by over six hundred miles and
more than twenty years. It was in the depth of winter and as I drew closer to the
place where I’d grown up, the sky clouded over and a cold wind whistled into
the cabin of my boat. Through a crack in the canopy, I peered out in the
distance. Scattered across the distant horizon, towns and villages came into
view under a vast and graying sky: they were drab, desolate, devoid of any
semblance of life. I was assailed by a depression against which I was utterly
powerless. No! This was not the countryside I had recalled time and
again for more than twenty years. The area I remembered was far, far more
lovely. And yet, had you demanded that I summon its beauties from the
recesses of memory or catalog its various excellences, no concrete image
would have appeared in my mind’s eye and I would have been unable to reply.
My “hometown” was probably nothing more than what lay before me. “This is
probably what it really was like,” I told myself. “To be sure, there are no
signs of progress, but then again it’s probably not so depressing as I seem
to feel at the moment either. Perhaps it’s just that my attitude has changed,
especially since I’m not coming back in a happy mood to begin with.” My sole purpose in coming back this time was to bid my home
an everlasting farewell. The old family compound in which members of our clan
had lived for so many years had already been sold lock, stock, and barrel to
people of another surname. The transaction was to be completed by the end of
the year. In the short interim before the New Year, we would have to take our
final leave of those comfortable old rooms and move away from this familiar
countryside to the strange faraway place where I now earned my keep. Early the next morning I stood before the gate of our
family compound. Up on the tile roof, broken stalks of withered vines
trembled in the wind and made plain the reason it had not been possible to
keep those old rooms from changing hands. The pervading silence suggested
that several branches of the family must have already moved out. By the time
I made my way back to the rooms that our branch occupied, my mother had
already come out to greet me. My eight-year-old nephew Hong’er darted out
from behind her. Though she was obviously happy to see me, I also read hints
of melancholy in her face. She bade me sit down and rest, gave me some tea,
but avoided any mention of the impending move. Hong’er, whom I had never seen
before, stood off at a distance observing me. At long last, we broached the subject of moving. I said I
had already rented a place for us and even bought a few sticks of furniture.
I explained that we would have to sell our household goods down here and then
use the money to buy whatever else we might need up north. Mother readily
assented. She already had our baggage pretty much gathered together and ready
to go. On her own initiative, she had even sold the heavy furniture that
couldn’t readily be moved. She had not yet, however, been able to collect the
money people owed her for it. “As soon as you’ve rested a day or so, you can make the
rounds of our relatives and then we’ll be all set,” she told me. “Yes, Mother.” “And don’t forget to see Runtu. He asks for you every time
he comes by. Says he would really like to see you again. I told him around
what day you’d be back, so he could show up most anytime.” Instantaneously, a marvelous scene flashed before my eyes:
a round moon hanging against a blue-black sky, beneath it a stretch of sandy
ground planted with emerald green watermelons stretching as far as the eye
could see, and standing in the midst of all those melons, a twelve-year-old
boy, a silver ring around his neck, a pitchfork in his hand. Suddenly and
with all his might the boy stabs at a zha, but the crafty animal makes a
lightning turn, runs back between his legs, and makes its good escape. The boy in that scene was Runtu. Back when I first met
him—it will soon be thirty years ago—I couldn’t have been much more than ten
myself. Since my father was still alive at the time, our family was still
fairly well-to-do, and I was something of a “young gentleman.” That
particular year it was incumbent upon our branch of the clan to perform a
certain sacrifice that rolled around, or so it was said, only every
thirty-odd years. Consequently, it was to be an occasion of great solemnity. During the first month, images of our ancestors would be
displayed on the altar. The offerings set out before them would be lavish and
the sacrificial utensils exquisite. With so many people participating, it
would be necessary to guard against theft. However, we had only one
“busy-monther” to help out and he already had more work than he could keep up
with. And so he suggested that his son Runtu be brought in to keep an eye on
the sacrificial vessels. (Down home, workers were divided into three
categories: if they worked the whole year long for one family, they were
“yearlongs”; if they worked by the day, they were “short-timers”; and if they
tilled their own land but worked for a specific family just during the
holidays or when rents were collected, they were “busy-monthers.”) Since I
had heard about Runtu for a long time, I was glad when father agreed. I knew
he was about my own age. He’d been born in the run month and among the five
elements he was lacking only in tu, so his father had called him Runtu. Best
of all, Runtu knew all about how to set snares and catch birds! From that time on I looked forward eagerly to the New Year,
for I knew that when it came so would Runtu. It seemed that this year would
never end. But the day did finally arrive when Mother summoned me to announce
that Runtu had come and was now in the kitchen. I ran as fast as my legs
would carry me. He had a purplish round face and wore a little felt hat.
You could tell that his father loved him very much, because around his neck
he wore a large, shimmering silver ring. That meant that his father had
feared that he might die during childhood and had taken him before a statue
of the Buddha where, in exchange for the protection of his son, he promised
to do something for the Buddha in return. It was then that they would have
put that neck ring on to show that Runtu was tied to life and protected by
Buddha. Runtu was shy with the adults around our house but wasn’t
at all timid with me, and would talk a blue streak whenever we were by
ourselves. Before half the day was out, we had actually gotten to know each
other quite well. I can’t recall what we talked about—I only remember how
excited and happy Runtu was. He told me that this was the first time he’d
ever been to town and that he had already seen all sorts of strange and
wondrous things he’d never even dreamed of before. The next day, I
wanted him to catch birds. “Can’t right now. You have to have lots of snow.
Out by the ocean where we live, I always wait till there’s a good snowfall.
Then I sweep a place nice and clean, take a little stick, and prop up a big,
big bamboo basket. I sprinkle some grain underneath and tie a string to the
bottom of the stick. Then I back way, way off and wait for the birds to come.
One little tug and I’ve got them. A little bit of everything—blue backs, horn
chicks, paddy chicks, pigeons…” How I longed for snow! “It’s kind of cold now, but you oughta come out our way in
the summer. Days, we could go out to the beach and collect shells—reds,
blues, ghost-scarers, Guanyin hands. Nights, when Dad and me go to guard the
watermelon patch, you could go right along with us.” “Are you afraid people are going to steal your melons?” “Nope. If somebody happens to be walkin’ by and picks one
‘cause he’s thirsty, we don’t take that as stealin’. What we’re lookin’ out
for are badgers, porcupines, and zha. When the moon’s out and you hear a
crunch, you know you’ve got a zhabitin’ into a melon. You grab your pitchfork
and…” At the time I didn’t know what sort of thing a zha was to
begin with—still don’t as a matter of fact—but somehow or other I felt it
must look like some sort of little dog and be fierce as all get-out. “Won’t it bite you?” “Well you’ve got your pitchfork, right? You sneak up on him
and when you’ve got him in sight, you let him have it. Are those little guys
ever quick on their feet! They’ll turn around and run right back between your
legs if you don’t watch‘em. They’ve got these coats all slippery-slick, like
oil, and…” I had never dreamed that the world was full of so many new
and marvelous things. Just to think that the seashore had all those wonderful
colored shells to offer! And even watermelons had a danger-filled story
behind them that I’d never suspected. All I’d known was that you buy them in
fruit stores. “Out there by the seashore just before spring tides, you’ll
see a whole bunch of jumper fish hoppin’ all over the place. They’ve got
these two little legs on ‘em like frogs and…” Wow! Runtu’s mind was an inexhaustible treasure-house of
exotic things, things my everyday friends knew nothing about, for while Runtu
was out there by the sea, they— like me—had nothing to look out on but the
square patch of sky that was visible above the high walls of a family
courtyard. Unfortunately the first month of the New Year came to an
end and Runtu had to go home. I wailed. He cried too. In the end, however,
his father took him away. Later on he sent me a package of shells by way of
his father, and some beautiful bird feathers too. And I also sent him some things a few times after that, but
I never saw him again. Now, when my mother
said that Runtu might drop by, memories of my boyhood suddenly came alive
again as though illumined by a brilliant flash of lightning. For a fraction
of a second, I even seemed to recapture that beautiful homeland I thought I
had lost. “Great!” I said. “How…how’s he doing these days?” “Now? Well, things aren’t going at all well for him.”
Mother turned and looked outside as she answered. “Those people are back
again. Pretend they’re looking at the furniture and then make off with
whatever they can get hold of. I’d better go out and keep an eye on them.” Mother got up and went out. I could hear the voices of
several women outside the door. I motioned to Hong’er to come over and chat
with me. I asked him if he knew how to write yet and if he was looking
forward to our trip. “Will we get to ride a train?” “Yes.” “A boat, too?” “First we take a boat and then…” “Would you look at him now! He’s even got a beard!” A
strange, shrill voice suddenly sliced through the air. Startled, I quickly raised my head and saw a woman of fifty
or so standing before me. Her cheekbones protruded and her lips were thin.
Wearing a pair of trousers (she hadn’t tied a skirt over them), hands on her
hips, legs wide apart, she stood balanced on a pitiful little pair of bound
feet, looking for all the world like a pair of compasses out of someone’s
drafting kit. “Don’t recognize me, huh? I used to hold you in my arms
when you were just a kid!” I was even more at a loss. Fortunately, my mother came back
in at this juncture and said, “He’s been away a good many years and he’s
forgotten everything.” Then she turned to me, “But you really ought to
remember her. She’s Second Sister Yang. You know, the woman who lived
kitty-corner to our place and ran the beancurd shop.” Now I remembered. When I was a child there had been a Second
Sister Yang sitting from one end of the day to the other in the beancurd shop
diagonally across from us. People called her the “Beancurd Beauty.” Back then she used to powder her face, and her cheekbones
weren’t so high, nor were her lips so thin. What was more, since she had
always been seated, I had never before seen this “compasses” pose of hers.
Back then people used to say that she was the reason the shop did such a
surprisingly good business. No doubt because of my tender age, I must have
been immune to the alchemy of her charms, for I had forgotten her completely. Thus, “Compasses” was more than a little put out with me.
She looked at me with utter disdain and the kind of smile that one might wear
upon discovering a Frenchman who had never heard of Napoleon or an American
who didn’t know who Washington was. Her laugh was cold.
“Forgot, huh? Case of the higher you go, the snootier you—“ “How could I ever
be like that…why I…” Completely flustered, I stood up. “Well in that case, Elder Brother Xun, I’ll put it right
upfront. You’re rich now and it’s not all that easy to move big, heavy stuff
anyway, so why not let me take all this rickety old furniture off your hands.
Poor folks like us can still get a lot of use out of it.” “I’m not rich at all. I have to sell furniture just to—“ “Come off it. I know you’re a big official—a Daotai, they
say. And you’re gonna stand there and tell me you’re not rich? You’ve got
three concubines and an eight-man sedan chair team to carry you around
wherever you wanna go. Not rich? Hah! You can’t put anything over on me!” I knew it would make no difference no matter what I said,
so I held my peace and simply stood there. “Yup, it’s true all right. The more money they get, the
less they’ll turn loose. And the less they turn loose, the more they get!”
Compasses angrily turned her back to me and slowly walked away, issuing a
steady stream of chatter as she went. On her way out, she picked up a pair of
my mother’s gloves and shoved them into the waistband of her trousers. During the next few days, clansmen and relatives who lived
nearby came around to pay visits. I met these social obligations as best I
could, stealing time from them whenever possible to finish packing. One very cold afternoon just after lunch I was sitting and
drinking tea when I heard someone come in from the outside. When I turned
around to look I couldn’t help but start with surprise. I scrambled to my
feet and rushed over to welcome him. It was Runtu. Although I recognized him right off, he was
not at all the Runtu who lived in my memory. He seemed twice as tall now. The
round and ruddy face of yesteryear had already turned pale and grey, and it
was etched with deep wrinkles. The rims of his eyes were swollen and red just
like his father’s. I knew that most farmers who worked close to the sea got
that way because of the wind. He was wearing a battered old felt hat, and his
cotton clothes were so thin that he was shivering. His hands held a paper
package along with his pipe. They were not the smooth and nimble hands that I
remembered. Now they were rough, clumsy, and as cracked as pine bark. I was beside myself with enthusiasm, but didn’t know how to
begin and simply said, “Brother Runtu, you’ve come…” There was so much I wanted to say. There were so many words
waiting to gush out one after the other like pearls on a string: horn chicks,
jumper fish, Guanyin hands, zha—but at the same time I was aware of something
damming them up inside me, so that they simply swirled around in my brain
without a single one coming out. As he stood there his expression was a mixture of happiness
and melancholy. His lips began to move, but not a single word came out.
Finally he assumed a very respectful attitude and addressed me in a loud
clear voice: “Master!” I shuddered as I realized what a wretched thick wall now
stood between us. I too was at a loss for words. He turned around and said,
“Shuisheng, kowtow to the Master.” He grabbed a child who up to this point
had been hiding behind him and hauled him around front. This boy was Runtu—twenty
years ago, although somewhat paler and thinner than his father had been. The
only real difference was that Shuisheng had no silver neck ring. “This is my fifth. Hasn’t been out and around much, so he’s
pretty shy.” Mother and Hong’er must have heard us talking because they
came down from upstairs. “Old Missus. I got your letter a long time back. You don’t
know how happy I was to hear the Master was comin’ home,” said Runtu. “Hey, what in the world’s come over you that you’re so
formal. You two used to call each other ‘Brother.’ Just call him ‘Brother
Xun’ the way you used to.” “Ah, the Old Missus is really too…What kind of manners
would that be? We were just kids then. We didn’t know any better.” While
Runtu was talking, he was also trying to get Shuisheng to bow to my mother,
but the boy was very embarrassed and stuck like glue to his father’s back. “Is that Shuisheng, your fifth?” Mother asked. “To him,
we’re all strangers. No wonder he’s so shy. Why not let him and Hong’er go
out together and play.” When Hong’er heard that, he immediately ran over and
greeted the boy. Shuisheng wasn’t the least bit shy with him, and apparently
feeling very much at ease, went outside with my nephew to play. Mother asked
Runtu to have a seat. He hesitated for a bit but finally sat down and leaned
his long pipe against the table. He handed the paper package across to me and
said, “We don’t have much of anything in the winter, but these dried peas are
the ones I sunned myself. Please accept them, Master…” I asked how he was doing. He shook his head. “Things are pretty rough. Even my sixth is old enough to
help out now, but still with all the fightin’ and people wantin’ money of you
every place you turn—you can never be sure how much—and with all the bad
harvests, we just never seem to have enough to eat. When you do take whatever
crop you’ve got and head off to market, you’ve gotta pay a whole bunch of
taxes before you ever get there. Ends up so you don’t even get back what
you’ve put into it. But if you don’t take it to market, it’s just gonna rot
in the field anyway…” He stopped talking but continued to shake his head. There
was no movement in any of the wrinkles that life had etched upon him and one
would have thought that his face was carved from stone. He probably felt all
the pain, but could not find the words to express it. He sat in silence for a
while and then picked up his pipe and began to smoke. Through further questioning, Mother learned that he still
had much to do at home and would have to leave tomorrow. She also found out
that he’d gone without lunch and told him to go into the kitchen and make
himself a little something. After he went out, Mother and I both sighed at his plight:
too many children, famine, harsh taxes, soldiers, bandits, officials,
gentryfolk—everything had plagued [him] until he’d become the lifeless wooden
figure we saw today. Mother said that we ought to see to it that he got as
much as we weren’t going to take with us as possible. So we told him to take
whatever he wanted. He selected a few things that very afternoon—two long
tables, an incense burner, some candlesticks, and a set of scales. He also
asked for the ashes from our kitchen stove. (We cooked with rice stalks, and
the ashes would provide good fertilizer for the sandy soil out his way.) He
gathered everything together and said he would come for it in a boat the day
we moved out. We chatted a bit more that night, but none of it amounted
to anything. Early the next morning he took Shuisheng and headed back on
home. Nine days later the time of our departure finally arrived.
Runtu came early in the morning. Shuisheng wasn’t with him this time, but
he’d brought along a five-year-old girl to keep an eye on the boat. We were
so busy that we had no time to chat. Several other people came by, some to
see us off, others to get things, and still others to get things and to see
us off. By the time we boarded the boat that afternoon, the old house had
been swept clean of old and used things of every imaginable size and
description. As we proceeded upriver, the twilight-green mountains on
either bank took on deeper hues and joined together in a single blue-green
mass as they fled away into the distance behind the stern. Hong’er and I
leaned against the window and watched the dimming landscape. Suddenly he
asked, “Uncle, when are we coming back?” “Coming back? What are you doing thinking about coming back
before we’ve even left?” “But Shuisheng invited me to go have fun at his place.”
Engrossed by thoughts of his new friend, Hong’er opened his large black eyes
even wider in fascination. Mother and I weren’t immune to nostalgia ourselves, and
began talking about Runtu again. She told me that ever since she’d started
packing, Second Sister Yang—the Beancurd Beauty—had never let a single day
pass without coming by. Just the day before yesterday she had retrieved a
dozen or so plates from the pile of rice-stalk ashes. After questioning my
mother, Second Sister Yang concluded that they must have been hidden there by
Runtu so that he could make off with them when he came for the other stuff. Having made this discovery, she apparently felt that she’d
rendered us a rewardable service, for she picked up the dog-crazer without so
much as a by-your-leave and took off with it just as fast as her legs would
carry her. (The dog-crazer was a device we used back home in raising
chickens. It consisted of a wooden bowl covered with a lattice-like
arrangement wide enough for the chickens to poke their heads through, but too
narrow for the dogs, who could only stand around “crazed” with frustration
while the chickens ate.) Mother said she had never imagined that Second
Sister Yang could develop such speed on those little feet of hers. My hometown receded even farther into the distance and the
familiar landscapes of the surrounding countryside gradually disappeared too.
Strange to say, there was not a shred of regret in my heart. I only felt that
there was a high and invisible wall all around me that isolated me from my
fellow human beings, a wall that was squeezing the breath out of my body.
That usually comforting image of a little hero with silver neck ring standing
in the middle of a melon patch was now blurred out of focus and stirred
nothing in me but a feeling of melancholy. Mother and Hong’er had both gone to sleep. As I lay there
and listened to the gentle slapping of water against the hull, I knew that
Runtu and I were going on separate roads. “Even though we’re irrevocably cut
off from each other,” I thought, “didn’t Hong’er start to missShuisheng when
we had barely set out? I hope they’ll never live like my generation with
everyone cut off from everyone else. And yet, just to keep that from
happening, I wouldn’t want them to have this vagabond life of mine, anymore
than I’d want them to have Runtu’s barren one. Still less I would want them
to muddle through the hedonistic lives other people lead. There ought to be a
new life for them, a life that none of us has ever known.” As my thoughts turned toward hope, a feeling of anxiety
suddenly possessed me. When Runtu took the censer and candlesticks, I had
laughed at him behind his back. “Can’t let go of that superstitious
idol-worship of his for a single minute!” But what was this thing called
“hope” if not an idol that I had fashioned with my own hands. The things he
hoped for were immediate, while what I wanted was somewhere far off in the
murky distance—that was the only difference. As I lay there half asleep, an emerald green plot of land
by the sea appeared before my eyes. In the deep blue sky above it hung a
moon, full and golden. “Hope isn’t the kind of thing that you can say either
exists or doesn’t exist,” I thought to myself. “It’s like a path across the
land—it’s not there to begin with, but when lots of people go the same way,
it comes into being.” |
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Glossary [Word meaning of My Old Home] |
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li (n.): |
traditional Chinese unit of distance measuring 1,640 feet |
rationalize (v.): |
attempt to explain
or justify with logical reasons, even if these are not appropriate |
sacrificial vessels (n.): |
originally a cauldron for cooking and storing meat. The
Shang prototype has a round bowl, set on three legs with two short handles on
each side |
intercalary (n): |
a day or month inserted in the calendar to harmonize the
solar calendar like 29 February |
talisman (n.): |
an object, typically an inscribed ring or stone, which is
thought to have magic powers and to bring good luck |
hedgehog (n.): |
a small nocturnal Old World mammal with a spiny coat and
short legs, able to roll itself into a ball for defense |
Concubine (n.): |
mistress; woman who lives with a man but has lower status
than his wife or wives |
treadmill (adj.): |
monotonous or wearisome, giving no satisfaction |
stupefied (adj.): |
Astonished |
flabbergasted (ad.): |
feeling or showing intense shock, surprise, or wonder |
Question answer of the story My Old HomeAnswer the following questions. a. How does the narrator describe his feeling at the
arrival of his old home? b. What were the three kinds of servants in China then?
What does it indicate about contemporary Chinese society? c. What makes the narrator nostalgic? What did he do with
Runtu in the teenage? d. How did Runtu hunt a Zha in his young age? e. How does the narrator make a humorous picture of Mrs.
Yang? f. According to the narrator, what were different factors
that made Runtu a poor man throughout his life? g. How does the narrator help Runtu before leaving the old
home? h. How does the author differentiate two kinds of idols? |
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Reference to the contexta. While reading the friendship between the narrator and
Runtu, Hindu readers remember the friendship between Krishna and Sudama.
Which particular description reminds you of the mythological example? b. How does the story support the proposition that the relationships
of childhood are innocent, impartial and disinterested? c. After reading the story, what inferences can you make
about contemporary Chinese economic and social system? d. What does the story indicate about the geographical
features of the narrator’s hometown? |
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Reference beyond the texta. Human beings are on the road from time immemorial,
always migrating to new places. Write an essay on The Trend of Migration in
Nepal in about 300 words. b. Find one of your relatives or friends, who has migrated
to a new place leaving his/her old home. Talk to him/her and prepare a report
on what he/she felt while leaving the old home. |
My Old Home by H.G. Wells [summary, analysis, exercise and original text]
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